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I don't see you like I should 我没能正确看待你 You look so misunderstood 你似乎也将我误解 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Pray to God with my arms open 敞开双臂 默自祈祷 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Yeah, late nights are the worst for me 深夜之时 最为烦乱 They bring out the worst in me 万般缺陷 全然揭露 Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think 心绪不宁 难以思脱 If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me 这不满我求 我本渴多望极 All the core beliefs 渴求全部信念 And every mornin' I wake up and feel like 每次醒来 都觉得自己不配存活 I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace 总是风雨夹杂微许平静 I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me 足践地狱 走向我那沉死的躯壳 Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" 心想：“你真是一无是处” It's kinda weird 或许极为怪异 Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me 近来觉得自己别无选择 To get away is if I pour the drink 只好回避一切 灌醉自己 That's more deceit, more defeat 谎言日渐充斥 一次又一次被击溃 Is this really what I'm born to be? 难道这就真是命运 That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique 自以为别具一格 So poor, but I'm so wealthy 到头来一无所有 但我真的益处良多 Need help, but you can't help me 切求帮助 但无救可求 What else can the world sell me? 这世界是否还要继续折磨我 Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock 继续受骗 我照信不疑 还指望着有力回天 But it's not healthy 但这并不正常 I don't see you like I should 我没能正确看待你 You look so misunderstood 你似乎也将我误解 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Pray to God with my arms open 敞开双臂 默自祈祷 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Yeah, late nights get the best of me 深夜之时 也是最为欢欣之时 They know how to get to me 让我愉悦纵情 Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me 的念头忽现忽失 终究遂不得果 But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief 不愿就此死去 只愿求得抚慰 So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful 别再错觉我很了不起 What is success when hope has left you? 黯然失望又何谈功成 I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record 我不算什么代言者 不过是个破幌子 I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! 烦于采访 已而失去自信 Come across like it's so easy 经历过后 顿刻轻释 But I feel like you don't need me 但我觉得你并不需要我 When I feel like you don't need me 当我这么想的时候 Then I feel like you don't see me 我也就不想出现在你眼前了 And my life has no meaning, drain me 我的生活毫无意义 简直错乱无序 Hands out, tryna ask for love 宁愿放弃一切 只求寻得真爱 But when I get it, I just pass it up 即将得到之时 却刹然错过 Throw it away and think about it later 先搁浅几时 今后再去纠结 Diggin' through the trash for drugs 在垃圾堆里翻求药药（意自暴自弃） Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't 多希望能够满足你 却无能为力 I'm scared because 我愈加恐惧 I don't see you like I should 我没能正确看待你 You look so misunderstood 你似乎也将我误解 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Pray to God with my arms open 敞开双臂 默自祈祷 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 I walk through the ashes of my passions 回味那已逝的热情 Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket 追忆那难舍的过去 Get lost in the questions I can't answer 迷失在难以作答的疑河 Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter 受不了自己 但也无妨 We scream to be free, but I stay captured 号示自由 但仍被禁锢 Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions 被自己的错过击溃 就此沉膝屈服 Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking 颓弱不振 但仍在奋力求和 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 继续自言自语 已然无能为力 But I can't have it 无可挽回 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 继续自言自语 已然无能为力 But I can't have it 哪能从头再来 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 继续自言自语 已然无能为力 I don't see you like I should 我没能正确看待你 You look so misunderstood 你似乎也将我误解 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Pray to God with my arms open 敞开双臂 默自祈祷 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望 And I wish I could help 本想自我救赎 But it's hard when I hate myself 而今失去自信 无能为力 Hate myself 开始讨厌自己 But it's hard when I hate myself 失去自信 便难以作力 Hate myself 我讨厌自己 But it's hard when I hate myself 失去自信 便无能为力 When I hate myself 当我开始讨厌自己 It's kinda hard when I hate myself 失去自信 便难以作力 I hate myself 我讨厌自己 It's hard when I hate myself 失去自信 便无能为力
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