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Trying to be still 努力地保持内心平静 I wanna believe in a love that wants me back 坚信爱人会将我救赎 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我能将局面扭转 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路 Try to not be small 试着不要让自己微不足道 I wanna believe that someone never lets go 相信总有人未将我放弃 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 相信我能将局面改善 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎 Imma give it to you straight; No filter 我将它原封不动地送还 不加婉转 I could live a million lives, but it never killed her 我过着100种生活 但从没杀死内心的我 I was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled 处于死亡边缘 从没得到满足 I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live 哭到奔溃 丧失了活下去的信念 Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place 从陌生的地方醒来 已不再去想 努力的意义 Look up to the sky asking, "Why?" with a blank face 茫然失措中 我仰天长啸 “ 这是为何 “ How the world went grey 世界为何如此灰暗 So they kept me in a nut house 他们将我关进疯人院 Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route 在人生的岔路口 我选择的那条路最难 Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out 惊慌大喊 害怕自己再也走不出这绝境 Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down 面对困难 放松了警惕 Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down 努力着 克服着 然后一败涂地 Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now 试图呼救 却发不出声音 Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent 内心失控 发泄怒吼 When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent 这个世界逼迫着你 为了目的不择手段 I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure? 我变得阴暗 扭曲 我亟需将我自己修复 但解药又在何方 Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor 我不断地在犯错 世界天旋地转 我渐渐跌入深渊 Trying to be still 努力地保持内心平静 I wanna believe in a love that wants me back 坚信爱人会将我救赎 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我能将局面扭转 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路 Try to not be small 试着不要让自己微不足道 I wanna believe that someone never lets go 相信总有人未将我放弃 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 相信我能将局面改善 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎 Getting up in front of millions is a contrast 每每起床身边人都不同 何等讽刺 With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass 干着污秽的行当 拿着肮脏的钱 将自己过”活“ "Live fast, die young," was the motto 还是及时行乐吧 I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta 我脱掉我的衣裳 只为付那房租 All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove 这些花花公子用行动证明了 That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools 他们买了你丢失的 买了这些玩具 They was lookin' at the ***** with a price tag 他们看着你 如同看着价格标签 Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag 随意的吧 我只想要钱 Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it 褶皱的人生 才拿得了钱 Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect 家人不和我说话 他们只希望我完美 Out on the street and I felt defeated 在街道上游荡 前所未有的挫败 I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated 弃置了我小车 它很难再启动 Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin' 心已伤痕累累 无力再跳动 Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed 活在地狱之中 又能向谁求救 I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure? 我变得阴暗 扭曲 我亟需将我自己修复 但解药又在何方 Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor 我不断地在犯错 世界天旋地转 我渐渐跌入深渊 Trying to be still 努力地保持内心平静 I wanna believe in a love that wants me back 坚信爱人会将我救赎 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我能将局面扭转 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路 Try to not be small 试着不要让自己微不足道 I wanna believe that someone never lets go 相信总有人未将我放弃 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 相信我能将局面改善 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out 相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎
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